Esbella's blog

finally say goodbye to my boyfriend today,he comes back a few days ago,but everything has changed,he becomes so strange for me,i am really sad about this,if he can say that he wants me,he needs me,he doesn't wonder lose me,i would still love him,but now.......everything is going to confuse.my heart is die

i am sorry to very of my friends,i am really too busy ,i have no time to chat with you.because i should always busy with my study ,i should study more than 17hours every day.and i only can have an half day's rest every sunday.so i almost have no time to have a good rest,i am tried very much,i have no friends company with me here.i should bear to much,so sorry to every of my friends,if i can't chat with you or don't reply you on time,please don't sad or angry.i am just busy.but i am really love my friends.so please forgive me.thanks.if you want to chat with me,you can leave messages to me,and i will reply me,ok?thanks ,i am really value with my friendship.i want to be sincere with my frinends.please trust me,thanks,

i am too busy recently,i feel very tried,there are many things that i feel untrue.i want to make some different things,hope i can be succeed.and i really need a good friends in my reality life,hope the God can give me a true friends in my real life,and i can hug him or her when i am sad or tried.best wishes to everybody.hope that my future is wonderful

this is the last time to say bye to you.for Greg
today i broke up with one of my friends,i feel very sad,i am tried of make friends with somebody,we often have some different ideas,we have different cltures,Greg is a good friend of me in my heart,but today we broken down,and cause this is me.i set up broken up.i write this diray today in memory of this frindship.i think that internet friends aren't real,but they are also a part of my friends,so they are improtant too.

i am really very sad and upset,i don't know how to say.but i really regard Greg as my good friends,we have happy chat and many good memory online,but i think it will never come back .i don't why he doesn't truet me ,trust internet friends,although some online friends are fake.but i am not,why can't he feel my heart.i really feel disappointant about this,why?i give my heart to my friends but he don't care,i know he is busy with his study ,me too,but i have said i only can't feel his friend heart.why can't we make good friends.whether true friends aren't exist in the internet.i am so sad that i want to cry,why my friendship is so fail,i become lose heart now.why it seems that every bad things always folloe me recently.how can i go out that strange circle.ok.i should give uo Greg and without complain,so still best wishes to him,good luck,but we will never have the friendship between us.bye Greg,thuis the last time i say bye to you.and forever bye

er, i am achinese girl,this is my first time to enter MSN,i am too bitter recently.i often have too much expressure ,i don't know how to do and feel bad ,so i want to make some friends from MSN.i am a special girl,i don't like too sexy i don't want to make boyfriends just for fun,i don't like money and power too much,i only want to own ordianary happiness.i want to be a girl like Juliet or Rose who is in the Titanic.i want to own true love,and sure ,i believe in true love.in fact ,i am also afraid of meeting a fake love,but if i can meet the true love i will grasp it never give up.i am scared of forever,because i think it's a too long time,especially if there is nobody keep compang with me.i have seen the "The City Angel"i think if i was that angel i also very glad to give up my forever life to exchange my love,even if it's short .but i am satisfied.i don't know which days i can meet my Mr Right,but i want i can meet a boy like Rumeo,that he can love me forever and loyal to me ,then we can have true love.i am longer for it now
and yeah,true friendship is also a improtant thing for me,i need some true friends,if i can own them,i will treat them as my sisters or brothers,and overcome every troubles with her or him.
ok,wish everybody can have a happy life.